judy ann santos is her real name.. she has a beautiful smile..it makes me feel relieved everytime i look at her.. her eyes is so stunning.. miss them everyday.. there’s something about her that makes me at ease..though i might have been fallen for her but she’s still far to reach.. maybe someday i’ll have my chance.. miss you juday
lorie is getting married this saturday.. she sent email to everyone except me.. i don’t know why.. well, one down, another to go.. life is about proceeding.. people come and go.. luck changes.. time passes by and life goes on.. nothing better than having good heart, strong will and a quick thinker..adios and good luck
my sister wishes to study here in the philippines..she has the spirit of daring to try new venture..i’ve got to give her a credit on that despite the fact there’s gonna be lots of obstacles ahead, namely language barrier, meals problems, surrounding, new environment, the cultures..it needs one heck of a gut for newly high school student like her..my concern is not only for her education but also for the way of living and her upbringing..i’m afraid i can’t do much to her as a whole..for one thing, i might be traveling for office tour of duty, or spending most of my time in the office and my study..what i believe as well is that she needs a role model to potray her life into which i can’t be completely the person..due to these matters, i have a second thought about she moving in with me..it might not be a good idea for her..gotta think twice about it and have to compare the cost and benefit with staying in jakarta..
my mom is undergoing a surgery right at this moment of time..
i hope that everything would run smoothly and soundly..
i feel bad about leaving her with her health condition like that..
there’s something about a mother that results in a different view with her kid(s)..
what kid commonly ecpects is for the mother to be taken good care of..
on the other hand, mother seemingly knows much better what is best for her and this might be completely different with the kid’s view of being better off condition for her..
this different in perspective sometimes creates an awkward situation for me..
this is much similar to the cultural relativism thought in cultural aspect of human kind..
human knows what’s good for him/her compare to others..
the challenge of this thought is that human might choose a way that common people believe as an not-so-good approach..
i do very much love her, but does loving her mean that i have to compromise to whatever she thinks and does that might not good for her life?..i’ve tried my best to understand the situation..
i’m not certain but i do know that she is my mother and she always loves her kids..
dear Allah, please give her healthiness and happiness in life..
happy birthday fi..
long-lasting happily life..
you’ve been a wonderful friend to me..
you’ve the only person that i can talk much about my personals..
you have this caring personality that hardly found elsewhere..
another great value you have is a sense of problem-solving orientation..firm, confident, creative and wise as well..i would say that you’re also a fun type person and have cheerful ideas to warm the time..
i miss having you around again..i enjoyed every moment we shared..
thank you so much for being a good friend of mine..
i wish you happiness, healthiness and having enjoyable days to come..
and keep on enlighting the days with you shine..
happy birthday as well to dewi and kelly, my sweet buddies..
it means gorgeous girl..
and her name is lorie..
she’s so lovely..
i love looking at her..
her sweet smile knocks me out big time..
i still haven’t found a way yet somehow to get her attention..
she was at my office yesterday helping me out with the card reader which i didn’t really need any assistance of..it’s because of her factor dragging me to ask for her to drop by..
i’m delighted having her company..
i’m kinda missing her everyday..
maybe someday somehow i’ll get my luck..
lovely lorie..
soulmate is someone very much like you in emotional and soul term..
she’s part of you but she lives elsewhere out there..
you’ll recognize her when you meet her because she’s totally you in the opposite sex..
the only problem is how you can meet your soulmate..
i started to believe in the existance of a soulmate when i was about to leave jakarta..
there’s someone who said that my soulmate would be here and it’s possible for me to actually meet her..
the only thing that i should do is to pray to God for the meeting..
i might not khusu’ enough in my prayer that until now i haven’t got to meet this person yet..
i wonder what she would be like..
i wonder whether i could be with her..
i’d never know these till the day i meet her..
i do believe that happiness in life can be created by the individuals who wish to be happy wholeheartedly..
and the days can be so much beautiful..