at wits end.. high expectation and plans, still stumbled in the process.. why is it heavy and hard? need a strong drive, powerful drill.. lift it up and away.. new habit looks like a fantasy.. no strategic aim.. something needs to be changed.. the attitude towards the first step.. and maintain the way.. kick and rush..
it looks like an opposition.. sometimes it’s not.. it’s more like a sequence.. sensation will come greatly after high tension.. the higher the tension, the greater sensation coming.. and no sensational feeling without prior tense experience.. it happens in every aspect of life.. exam and result, weekdays and day off, competition and rewards, ramadhan and idhul fitri, world and hereafter, courting and marriage, pregnancy and new-born, being-away and homecoming.. so tension shouldn’t be something to complain about.. it’s can be an endowment.. be grateful and make it great..
something playing in the heart.. it has a high sensitivity.. every act, speech, piece of writing or message, signal, result can bring the heart to an unfavorable situation.. feeling down.. bottomless down.. falling to the verge of misery.. effecting the mood for several days to unease.. it’s happening ever since.. hardly getting rid of it.. the high level of sensitivity has a tremendous negative impact to overall performance.. sleepless, moodless, restless, mind-bothering, speechless all kinds of stuff.. recovery period takes more time.. wanna fight this habitual feeling.. might change heart content wholly.. don’t know, still can’t find a way yet..like fighting the moonlight..
heart and mind is the center of human stance..
heart drives the mood and motivation whereas mind contributes to prediction, simulation and anticipation..
both determine whether you’re gonna be satisfactory or miserable by the end of the day..
there’re many factors affecting your heart and mind everyday..
your experience, environment, impression, knowledge, intelligence and creativity are among them..
one of the ways to optimize heart & mind set is to plan for your happy days and prepare for your worse days..
try out new experience will enhance the heart and mind capacity..
bravery is the power and being adventurous is the spirit..
lock on, bring it on and get it done gracefully..
everyday is a new lesson..
lesson about life, love, living, speaking, behaving, pursuing, enduring, motivating, strategizing, socializing, administrating, organizing, caring, saluting, listening, discussing, cooking, reading, writing, leading, exchanging, venturing, thinking, accomodating, searching, connecting, networking, concentrating, focusing, timing, performing, daring, concepting, expressing, travelling, having fun..
there’s so much to learn..
there’s so many opportunities lying ahead..
Rasulullah SAW has given us the way to get to know Allah..
it is him who shows us how to be a good makhluk toward Allah and toward other Allah creations..
he is a perfect example of a human being..
he cares about others, he spreads love and he cherishes affection..
he leads us upto the better person we can be..he enlightens our way..
nothing more important to him than seeing all humans blessed and cheery..
he’s loved by all muslims and he will always be loved..
his decency and goodness are never lessen nor decline..
Allah bless is always upon him..
money can buy lots of things..
it can make you smile as much as it makes you sad..
some people are so eager to earn money as much as possible..
some break certain rules for it..
money indeed can make our lives in comfort..
on the other side, money can drive us of becoming a robot..
we are controlled by the effort of gaining more money..
we sacrifice our most precious time just for the sake of greenback..
sometimes we’re able to do awful thing, neglecting others, lying, conspiring etc..
money has a negative addicted side..it causes you to be an addict..
in the end, we think that money is a symbol of happiness, respect, comfortness, until at certain point we might be brought back to realize that it’s not money that we’re supposed to strive hard for..
it’s about the human quality itself..
we should be able to make ourselves happy and comfortable at anytime anywhere regardless the money..
we should be the controller of our time and our priority, not the money..
time should be considered much more valuable than money..
because it won’t be coming back while money is everywhere waiting to be fetched..