life is beautiful

i’d like to extend my deepest sympathy and condolences to all the victims and family of the earthquake in yogyakarta and klaten.. it’s so sad hearing the news.. and it’s also wonderful to hear that all people are working together to help the helpless.. this moment of time God gives us chances to conduct good deed and to show the beauty of our precious heart.. we all should be able to grasp this chances.. it is true that we all have our chances in life but do we really maximize them to come into a beautiful deed that can shines and polish our heart.. we makes mistakes every single day and it’s countless.. nevertheless we’re given time and opportunity to make it balance by doing this good things in our lives.. yogya is one of the beautiful cities in indonesia and now it’s time to show that the people of yogya (and indonesia as well) are as beautiful as their city.. don’t miss this golden moment.. 

i don’t like bag.. it symbolizes burden.. just like you carry your burden with you wherever you go.. don’t wanna let go and be free.. i hardly bring bag to anywhere i go.. bag does not cope me.. carrying bag shows that we’re not well-equipped enough in ourselves that we need additional stuff or extra in form bag and whatever things in it.. can’t be independent or creative enough with surrounding.. but there are some times that i do have to bring bag with me like bringing my notebook computer.. notebook can store lots of data that we can’t do it in our brain, so it needs extra effort to carry but worthwhile.. another time that i need to carry bag is during travelling, bringing daily stuff for travelling without having to buy new ones.. this kind of bag can be heavy or light depending on the mission of the travel but i do prefer light stuff.. about wallet, the only reason i have wallet in my pocket is because it is a birthday gift from one of my exes.. the wallet is nice, quite practical, functional for atm card, credit card and other card.. well, that’s the story of not having bag with me..

that’s how i divide my paycheck..1/5 for my routine cost of living, meals, bills, phone voucher, transportation, light stuff.. another 1/5 is to be sent to mom for she and idol cost of living in jakarta.. and another 1/5 is for my condo rent and bills also.. the other 1/5 is for my amazing journey: airfare, hotel accomodation and sightseeing.. and the remain 1/5 is actually for my saving but sometimes (or should i say many times) is used for capital expenditure like buying camera and the handycam thus not much for saving then.. well anyway though saving is an indication of good life-planning, life must go on and it can be made enjoyable with a couple of bucks to spend.. life is not that perfect for everything but i guess i don’t mind about it.. we just do what we’re gonna do, make it simple and enjoy every minute of it.. so, welcome to my life..

there’s a vacant last week in integrity division.. last day of application submission was may 3.. it was so tempting.. i believe i can pass this selection and get the job with much higher paycheck.. there’s one thing that made me have reservation was that my boss reaction.. though he might not have any objection toward it, still i couldn’t stand the feeling that i might have left for another job.. it’s an awkward dillemma for me.. happen quite sometimes.. though i’ve tried to fight this nature of thinking still my sense doesn’t cope with that.. it’s ingrained in me..maybe i just have to find the right moment..

judy ann santos is her real name.. she has a beautiful smile..it makes me feel relieved everytime i look at her.. her eyes is so stunning.. miss them everyday.. there’s something about her that makes me at ease..though i might have been fallen for her but she’s still far to reach.. maybe someday i’ll have my chance.. miss you juday

last week was very hectic..the annual meeting preparation took most of my attention.. changes happened every minute.. people could be very demanding.. we have allow ourselves much flexibility.. the good thing that i learn from the management class is that we need to accomodate changes in order sustain in the environment.. it needs some tricks, smart approach, little patient, assertive spoken and positive attitude to deal with changes.. i manage so far.. will see.. for next year in kyoto, i’ll be in charge.. it must be much better than this year.. and i’ve got the chance for another journey..yihuy..