life is beautiful

something playing in the heart.. it has a high sensitivity.. every act, speech, piece of writing or message, signal, result can bring the heart to an unfavorable situation.. feeling down.. bottomless down.. falling to the verge of misery.. effecting the mood for several days to unease.. it’s happening ever since.. hardly getting rid of it.. the high level of sensitivity has a tremendous negative impact to overall performance.. sleepless, moodless, restless, mind-bothering, speechless all kinds of stuff.. recovery period takes more time.. wanna fight this habitual feeling.. might change heart content wholly.. don’t know, still can’t find a way yet..like fighting the moonlight..

lorie is getting married this saturday.. she sent email to everyone except me.. i don’t know why.. well, one down, another to go.. life is about proceeding.. people come and go.. luck changes.. time passes by and life goes on.. nothing better than having good heart, strong will and a quick thinker..adios and good luck

my sister wishes to study here in the philippines..she has the spirit of daring to try new venture..i’ve got to give her a credit on that despite the fact there’s gonna be lots of obstacles ahead, namely language barrier, meals problems, surrounding, new environment, the cultures..it needs one heck of a gut for newly high school student like her..my concern is not only for her education but also for the way of living and her upbringing..i’m afraid i can’t do much to her as a whole..for one thing, i might be traveling for office tour of duty, or spending most of my time in the office and my study..what i believe as well is that she needs a role model to potray her life into which i can’t be completely the person..due to these matters, i have a second thought about she moving in with me..it might not be a good idea for her..gotta think twice about it and have to compare the cost and benefit with staying in jakarta..