my life
hi..how’re you?
i’ve been doin quite fine so far..
my latest news:
i’ve been joining a gym and been running for a week now..
though tough, i’m beginning to like it..
i feel much healthier nowadays..
it may considered late for me but actually there is never too late for doin good things..
i should call it as self-investment..
another thing, i’ve taken my leave for a week and it’s almost over as tomorrow i have to start the working days..
the actual reason for my taking-leave is to study for the training exam which will begin tomorrow..
however, it turn out to be my workout week..
fun in physical but still little worry bout the exam..
as always, i’ll count on my memory and the improvisation skill..
hopefully i will pass all the subject and it will wonderful for me and my unit..
and the most important thing that keep occuping my mind all week is the arrival of the package from manila..
it seems scary coz it’s atated that i’m accepted to the staff member of the agency..
it’s not a happy news anymore for me at this moment..
i keep thinking about not leaving jakarta and my family away..
i cant use the health reason anymore coz they’ve found out that my health is fully satisfactory..
so the only way that i will try to do is to negotiate the salary..
it may work well and i’ll still leave for manila but it’ll no regret as i get what i want..
but i also may not work well and they turn down the offer so i’ll still be here with one risk..
the risk is whether my superior can accept that as a professional way or not..
if not, it’s will be a dangerous zone for me..
well, anyway life is full of risk..
whether you like it or not you have to deal with it anyhow..
i’ll take my chances..
i’ll not thinking inside the box anymore, there’s gotta be a breakhthrough..
well this is my new life..
it’s how it makes me grown up wiser and smarter..
i believe in God who will show me the way..