life is beautiful

i’m offered a job..
high pay and something i’m good at..
my only risk is that i have to turn down the opportunity of working overseas with all its consequences..
decision of a lifetime..
tough but good for experience..

life is a rollercoster?..
nay..life is a wheel of fortune..
it goes up and it goes down with all its complements..
there is one perspective about being on top beside the endowment..
you’ve got confused what’s next or what to choose..it’s all over you..
chance is also opportunity cost..
you pick on one thing and you lose the other thing..
what if both of them have almost equal value..which do you choose?..
confusion sometimes can make people become creative as well insane..be careful..
there is something about life that so challenging..that is make the right decision..

hi blogy..

tonite i play these songs:..

if i aint got you (alicia keys), sometimes love just aint enough (patty and dan), if you dont know me by now (simply red), waiting for your love (stevie b), if love is blind (tiffany), no one can love you more (menudo) and some others..

can you guess what’s goin on?

dear blogy..
how’re you?
miss me..huh..?
yup i miss you too..

i wanna tell you that now you have a new competitor..(oops sorry)
its name is ‘one note’..
i’ve been writing to 1-note all this time..
it has edge over you..it can be done offline!!..hehe..costless huh?
but i still do love you blogy
i’ll write to you from time to time

wanna know my recent news?..
today upto next 2 weeks i’m having my training..
kind of strict in time..i intend to follow it seriously though..

my girl challenges me to build some shape..
tough but i’ve gotta do it..
i make a project out of it..something to conquer..
you know i love challenges..
hopefully it’ll be successful..
i have high motivation on it..

about manila project..
still i have more time to prepare things..(though my time’s been occupied by the training)
i dont think i’m leaving by september..

my big project has been planned in the first week of 2006 sunrise..for plan A
i have to make plan B for the uncertainty of the timing i.e. manila sunrise..
email from there sounds supportive for plan B..
i just hope everyone would understand my stance..

that’s all for tonite blogy..
see you around..
nite..nite..

new hope..

life is a relativity..
you can not tell for sure when you should be delightful and when you are in sorrow..
everything and everyone around us can make things possible as well as impossible..
still chances are everywhere..
all we have to do is knowing the right moment the grasp all those chances..
being tough and becoming optimistic completed with hard work will create an amazing combination to face future..

God loves us..
we should be grateful for our being..
challenge and obstacles are like spicy food that we consume everyday..
and still we always have fresh water to move on..

you will never know how lucky you are until you waste it
before it happen, pursue and prepare..you’ll make it..

i’m having my chances at the moment..
and i intend to make the most of it..
i double dare myself for it..

blogy..you’re my witness
for the new hope and new endeavor..

please forgive me..
i’ll hate myself if you hate me..
i withdraw everything that i wrote..
my mind was stupidly blind at that time..

please forgive me..
i love you, always do..and always will..

hi blogy..
i don’t feel like writing tonite..
just very tired mentally and physically..

good nite blogy..

dear God, please forgive me for all my sins towards others..